What's to come for KFR? (Also a slight Update)

 

Howdy! Lain here, I’d like to speak a little bit on what's going on and where I went for a bit. (Also to clarify that I am okay, and that I’m doing well) After I dropped Jotaro Yuta, a small little passion project I’d say, the reaction to it was god awful, and with the fact that I was pinged constantly, then messages over and over about it led me to having a breakdown.

However the main point is, the harassment and hate which I faced for 0 reason, along with being personally attacked by HRO who is, may I say, literally the worst person to do research with I really don’t recommend it, I had to rewrite basically everything in the blog because Yuta’s side was directly taken from the jjk wiki along with no links being added, as well as directly sending harassment my way by saying and I QUOTE:

“This person is Delusional, I dont trust them with calcs and VS and I shouldn’t have trusted them on working with them for this blog, they’re delusional.”

Which is, y’know fucking insane to say, and blatant harassment, also the fact that he refuses to use She/Her on me for some reason, which, whatever dude, I corrected you twice on it yet you refused but ok.

Also just as a quick note, this doesn’t make me immune to criticism this also does NOT make me a “victim” or whatever, I’m not saying criticism is what made me have a breakdown nor was this about anything else, I literally couldn’t care less about it and from the criticism I got, this is because I usually note criticism, esp towards the way I write things out and how I respond to criticism itself (Thanks to Normal for being there and explaining to me that nobody actually wanted me dead or was actively witch hunting me, and Cheese for helping me get through the manic episode which followed)

All of which culminated with me having a breakdown, why? Well simple, I suffer from a couple mental illnesses, one which you may know as Bipolar Disorder “Bipolar disorder is a mental health condition that affects a person’s mood, energy, activity and thought and is characterized by manic (or hypomanic) and depressive episodes.” (You should seriously read up on this) which just so happened to trigger a depressive episode, which  along with really, really shitty Trust Issues then due to the insane amount of backlash along with the harassment, including the fact that I had gotten multiple death threats before over past blogs like Suction Cup Man vs Dedan, and I couldn’t handle it at all and left every single VS server I was in and blocked anyone who mentioned VS to me for that time being, which obviously wasn’t a good thing and clearly an overreaction, but was something which was going to happen due to the constant messaging, overstimulation, and being in said depressive state.

Which leads to what's next. Firstly, I’d want to say, I don't plan to go back to blog making, but because VS is still my passion and a really fun hobby for me which I wish to do for a long time, while receiving criticism from people I know directly who won't try to harass me, Me and a couple friends have decided to start a little project… Something You’ll see in the near, near future.

I also want to make one thing clear, and that is I’m not joining any-more public VS discord servers lmao, which is probably for the best, along with every-other blog I was producing being canceled, I’m sorry to the people that were working on them but I physically cannot bring myself to work on a series which is now attached to two horrible things which happened to me, if you wish to continue them you can. (Scarlet King VS Zalgo will continue production as THE FINAL KFR however, which is being produced and managed by my good friend Cheese)

Anyways, that's all from me. I’m glad I could meet so many people within the Blog community. So thanks to all the following names

Saul, Bang, Toxin, Garf, Dash Fish, Monkey, Fnaf Fan, Jiman, Morta, Aether, Niko, Aqua, Stars, Rina, Axel, French, Ghosthost, Jobber, Junko, Plime, Ecto, and many, MANY more.

Thank you all for being there for me, so I’ll see you all… Whenever that projects out, okay bye-bye!